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On Chronic Health Issues and Concentration


My mind is NOT the same any more. And every moment of the day is different. I struggle to understand simple things some moments, and then other moments I'm able to understand complex things!

It's been a frustrating journey to re-learn how to think and understand and deal with my less 'with it' moments/days/weeks. But I have learned! I continue to try and challenge my brain by reading or listening to books. I start with 5 minutes. If I'm completely bewildered by the 5 minutes, I give myself a break and try again later. If I'm not entirely bewildered, I keep going for as long my brain allows me.

I have also had to learn how to listen to books. My natural learning style prefers to actually read. I am not an auditory learner! However, my chronic headaches make it difficult for me to read. I'm thankful for audiobooks; they have been a game-changer for me! However, it took a lot of work to get where I am now. With this, I also started with 5-minute increments and built from there.

I have also had to learn a lot of patience and contentment with where God has allowed my brain to be at! My limitations are given by Him. I need to learn to joyfully submit, and redeem my time within the limited capacity I now live with.

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